Angel's Sorrow

I took a gamble and I lost. I saw the best in a man and he let me down. Madonna sang about it herself in Live to Tell - "A man can tell a thousand lies / I've learned my lesson well." Now, so have I. Some things are just not meant to be. After all is said and done I don't regret anything though. Not the time I spent, the feelings I had, my patience, or the love I showed him. I just wish things had turned out differently. Whatever I mean to him, only he and God knows. It's not for my heart to ponder. Two years from the beginning, I guess this is where the story ends. Still I wish nothing but the best for him. I hope he finds a woman who makes him happy, someone he feels comfortable with, who he doesn't feel the need to keep at arms length or put up unscalable walls with, and who makes him want to be a better man. Unfortunately it seems that woman isn't me. God bless you my friend. If only . . .

xxoo - Angel (aka "Dear")